Sadness in Numbers

I.

If I was suddenly not,

within a week

it would be as if

I never was.

II.

I am visible when I am needed

for a task, for a laugh,

to fill a space, but not much more.

After that, it is as if

my purpose is fulfilled.

I am then transparent.

III.

I am not convinced

all which I perceive

is entirely accurate.

It is completely possible

what I find to be suspect

is an incredibly bad case

of the blues.

Thanks